About the Author

I have an Associates degree in Creative Writing and am a member of the Phi Theta Kappa Honor Society.

I draw and write. Apolitical. Celibate bisexual, single by choice, not looking for romance. More interested in spiritual evolution, psychological development, reading, writing, and art than anything else. Dark sense of humor. I swear a lot. I want to talk about the deep subjects, not the politics of the day or the latest celebrity scandal. I do not want to chit chat about the minutiae of Mundania.

I consider myself a Neologist, Creatrix, and Polymath.

Writer of Stories: Dark Fiction, Dark Fantasy, Horror, Erotic Horror, Erotica

Artist: drawing, painting, book covers. Prints available through 3rd party services. Older work included digital art.

Artistic Mediums and Tools: Mixed Media: graphite, carbon, charcoal, chalk, conte crayon, yarka sauce, pastels, colored pencil, india ink, watercolor; water-soluble oil paints; drafting tools

Publisher: editing, formatting of ebooks and paperbacks, book covers, self-publishing

Art Concepts:  I draw and paint human and animal figures surrounded by mystical and subtextual symbolism, other pretty things, and with expressive features. I also create stand-alone shapes suggestive of free-floating thoughts and fears, also still life, florals, landscapes, pretty scenery, birds, and whatever else I feel at the moment. Life can be aesthetically beautiful, mysterious, and provocative, and even frightening and I try to capture some of that in an expressive way. My favorite era of art is The Golden Age: 1850-1950. I love the styles of Impressionism, Expressionism, and some Realism if the palette is interesting. I also adore older horror art.

Texan by Birth, American Citizen with Military Parents.

Biological Ethnicity: Spaniard/Apache/Celtic/Incan/Atlantean/Amazonian and other ethnicities. New Orleans Acadian and Louisiana Creole migratory heritage. Migration of grandfather from Mexico. According to U.S. racial distinctions: 42% Hispanic, 30% Native American, 24% White, 4% Black

Ancestral Spiritual Heritage: Apache Spirituality, Celtic and Druidic Pagan, Voodoo and Catholicism (Santeria), Matriarchal

Neurominority (neurodiverse, neuroatypical)
Survivor of chronic trauma with complex PTSD. Dealing with psychological issues and diagnosis every day.
Disabled (sometimes use a wheelchair), chronic pain endurer.
Mostly stay at home in my lair with shadow entities, cats, and other odd phenomena.

I practice "better living through chemistry".

Crazy Cat Lady. Animal Whisperer: I rescue strays. Many strays come to me on their own for help.

True Believer of egregores, non-human idoru, avatars, mascots, nuigurumi, and anthropomorphized characters. I sleep with a stuffed black goat named Little Phillip. He protects me.

Loyal fan of Commanders, Houston Texans, and Longhorns Football. Thinking about doing some expressionist or impressionist football-based art.

Since I am alone most of the time, I watch a lot of movies, short films, Netflix/tv series, and YouTube. Possessing a lifelong interest in the strange and preternatural, I am an avid fan of fantastical films and literature. When I am creating art, I listen to storytellers on YouTube like Paranormal Scholar and ufo/alien/consciousness-related lectures and interviews.

I do not hold the obsolete materialist physics worldview. We might be in a quantum emergent simulation or hologram. There are alternate dimensions. Metaphysics and ESP are real. Consciousness is the key.

I have encountered 'aliens' 'shadow people' 'ghosts' 'demons' 'deities' 'nature spirits' and other paranormal entities. I have seen 'portals'. I have seen ufos. I have experienced various psychic and paranormal phenomena. I am psychically Sensitive and an Empath.

I answer a lot of personal questions at Quora.

Religious Views
Dark Spirit, Cosmic Consciousness Initiate, Third Eye Dreamer, Psychonaut, Dimensional Portal Explorer, Dimensional Beings Exobiologist, Cryptid Researcher, Shadow People Contactee, Unidentified Aerial Phenomena (UAP) Researcher, UFO Observer, Alien Contactee CE3/5K-D, Daughter of Atlantis, Daughter of Amazons, Natural Witch, Earth Pagan, Horned God Devotee, Luciferian Daughter, Marian Goddess Cultist, Eigengrau Visionary, Empath, Compassion-sourced Karma Worker, Radical Empiricist, High Strangeness Researcher, Witness

Political Views
Independent, Apolitical, Believer in: Individualism, Artistic Freedom, Free Speech, Right to Blaspheme; Fuck Censorship, Fuck Political Correctness; Legalize Natural Medicine: Weed, Mushrooms, Psychedelics, and Herbs; Reform the War on Drugs to make the world a safer place, Pro-Polite Society, Stand Your Ground, Pro-Animal Rights, Save the Wild Earth, Natural Feminist

Some of my favorite quotes:

"Protect your spirit, because you are in the place where spirits get eaten." - John Trudell

S[he] be[lie]ve[d].

"There are other worlds they have not told you of. They wish to speak to you.”
- Sun Ra and the Arkestra"

"Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes." - William Gibson (by proxy)

"In psychic space, the more you hide something, the brighter it shines."?
"Who you really are is non-local awareness, independent of space and time."
"If you look in the mirror in the morning and think that who you see in that mirror is who you really are you're in for a lot of suffering." - Russell Targ

"Whatever I've done was staring down the barrel of a gun." - Depeche Mode

“I mean, they say you die twice. One time when you stop breathing and a second time, a bit later on, when somebody says your name for the last time.” - Banksy

"Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities." - Voltaire

"Act boldly and unseen forces will come to your aid." - fortune cookie

"Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity." - Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

"Condemnation without investigation is the highest form of ignorance." - Albert Einstein.?

"He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby become a monster. And if thou gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into thee." - Nietzsche

“I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” - Edgar Allan Poe

"I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person." - Franz Kafka

There has to be a revolution...but it has to be a revolution of consciousness. - meme

Sarah Connor: What did he just say?
Gas Station Attendant: He said there's a storm coming in.
Sarah Connor: [sighs] I know.

"Trust no one." - X-Files

I currently live in Austin, and have previously lived in Houston, Sedona, and New Orleans.

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